Thursday, February 26, 2009
Frustrating!!!
This no computer thing is killing me... I promise a new post when I can get on the computer somewhere other than the library for a substantial period of time!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
He needs a nickname...
Ok so I could go the whole cliche route. Pop your cherry, lose the v card, blah blah blah. Or you know, the sappy route, giving away that one time gift (usually reserved for church groups preaching abstinence...), but all those annoy me. So I'll be straight up. I finally had sex last weekend. So I guess I could start at the beginning...
...We started off hanging out with some of his friends about an hour from his place. He seemed nervous on the way there, seeing as this would be the first time I met his friends. So I was a little put off when we got to the house, kind of wondering how the night would go. I was expecting disaster. A few beers in, thankfully he started to relax a bit and was back to normal. If there is one very cliche thing about me, it's that alcohol makes me horny. And tequila makes my clothes fall off... but that's a whole different story for another time :p Partway through the night, we both went upstairs to find the bathroom. And apparently he had the same thing on his mind, seeing as he pulled me into the bathroom with him and proceeded to feel me up as he kissed me long and hard. We heard someone coming up the stairs then, so I hurried out of the bathroom to innocently wait in line. And of course, seeing as there was alcohol involved, there was another short bathroom trip. And me being the tease that I am, I told him that I was wearing a very sexy bra and matching underwear. As he started pulling at my shirt to see what I was talking about, I pulled away and said he would just have to wait till later.
We waited until he was sober enough to drive, and then decided to head back. The party was getting a little out of control anyway, and two guys were getting into a fight, so it was good timing to leave. Being the tease that I like to be, I started scratching the back of his head because I know that drives him crazy. I knew we had a long car ride back, but I took advantage of very minute of it to make him want me. At some point earlier in the night, we had decided that I was in control for the night and that I would make all the moves. He immediately regretted this as I started rubbing his thigh while we still had a good amount of the drive left. Stopped at a red light, he leaned over and whispered in my ear that he wished he had not told me to be in control of the moves for the night, because all he wanted to do was get me in his room and rip my clothes off. The tension and the waiting was killing him.
So we finally are back to his place. I kissed him as I pressed my body into his, and then made him wait even longer while I ran to the bathroom. When I came back out, I grabbed him and pulled him into me, and then raised my arms over my head to signal that I wanted him to undress me. We made our way slowly to the bed as we lost items of clothing with each step. I won't go into detail from here, other than to say that I finally felt ready. And we made use of the bed... the couch... even the shower. I felt a little amused... some people wait forever to have shower sex and here it was my first time and we had a go at it. Very very fun :)
So, now I unfortunately don't know when I will get to see him next, since plans for this weekend fell through. Maybe next weekend? Oh well.
Side note... went and saw Coraline with the old roommate tonight... great movie :) Definitely too scary for kids though. But we both thoroughly enjoyed it.
...We started off hanging out with some of his friends about an hour from his place. He seemed nervous on the way there, seeing as this would be the first time I met his friends. So I was a little put off when we got to the house, kind of wondering how the night would go. I was expecting disaster. A few beers in, thankfully he started to relax a bit and was back to normal. If there is one very cliche thing about me, it's that alcohol makes me horny. And tequila makes my clothes fall off... but that's a whole different story for another time :p Partway through the night, we both went upstairs to find the bathroom. And apparently he had the same thing on his mind, seeing as he pulled me into the bathroom with him and proceeded to feel me up as he kissed me long and hard. We heard someone coming up the stairs then, so I hurried out of the bathroom to innocently wait in line. And of course, seeing as there was alcohol involved, there was another short bathroom trip. And me being the tease that I am, I told him that I was wearing a very sexy bra and matching underwear. As he started pulling at my shirt to see what I was talking about, I pulled away and said he would just have to wait till later.
We waited until he was sober enough to drive, and then decided to head back. The party was getting a little out of control anyway, and two guys were getting into a fight, so it was good timing to leave. Being the tease that I like to be, I started scratching the back of his head because I know that drives him crazy. I knew we had a long car ride back, but I took advantage of very minute of it to make him want me. At some point earlier in the night, we had decided that I was in control for the night and that I would make all the moves. He immediately regretted this as I started rubbing his thigh while we still had a good amount of the drive left. Stopped at a red light, he leaned over and whispered in my ear that he wished he had not told me to be in control of the moves for the night, because all he wanted to do was get me in his room and rip my clothes off. The tension and the waiting was killing him.
So we finally are back to his place. I kissed him as I pressed my body into his, and then made him wait even longer while I ran to the bathroom. When I came back out, I grabbed him and pulled him into me, and then raised my arms over my head to signal that I wanted him to undress me. We made our way slowly to the bed as we lost items of clothing with each step. I won't go into detail from here, other than to say that I finally felt ready. And we made use of the bed... the couch... even the shower. I felt a little amused... some people wait forever to have shower sex and here it was my first time and we had a go at it. Very very fun :)
So, now I unfortunately don't know when I will get to see him next, since plans for this weekend fell through. Maybe next weekend? Oh well.
Side note... went and saw Coraline with the old roommate tonight... great movie :) Definitely too scary for kids though. But we both thoroughly enjoyed it.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
More Like Her
It's song lyric time... because sometimes they say it better than you could ever say it yourself. Thanks to Miranda Lambert for kicking ass :)
She's beautiful in her simple little way
She don't have too much to say when she gets mad
She understands she don't let go of anything
Even when the pain gets really bad
I guess I should have been more like that
You had it all for a pretty little while
And somehow you made me smile when I was sad
You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart
And then you realized you wanted what you had
I guess I should have been more like that
I should have held on to my pride
I should have never let you lie
I guess you got what you deserve
I guess I should have been more like her
Forgiving you well she's stronger than I am
You don't look much like a man from where I'm at
It's plain to see desperation showed it's truth
You love her as she loves you with all she has
I guess I should have been more like that
I should have held on to my pride
I should have never let you lie
I guess you got what you deserve
I guess I should have been more like her
She's beautiful in her simple little way
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Officially breaking the rules
Update on my last post. I think a lot of my reasoning for not wanting a relationship in the past has been because I haven't felt like settling down. I enjoy going out and dancing and I like to flirt and meet guys and have fun. I always thought that dating someone seriously would basically get in the way of that. But honestly, lately it's been getting old anyways. And some of my life choices have made my friends mad at me and have caused all sorts of drama. So I have kind of been trying to change a bit lately anyways and not be so crazy I guess. I had a good year of letting myself live a little crazy and have some fun, but honestly I'm tired of it all. Yea, the club scene was fun for a bit. Yea, it's an ego boost to have guys hitting on you for a while. But after not too long, you realize that the clubs are too crowded and a little gross, and the guys are all pretty sleazy. So it's really not that great anyways.
So time for why this is relevant. As of last night, I am officially in my second relationship ever. And I am very happy :) And I was always afraid that being with someone would make me feel like I was tied down, and that I couldn't have as much fun as I used to. But that's really not the case with him. He is in a way very much less experienced than I am, seeing as I am the second girl he has ever kissed or fooled around with. Yea, I think I'm in my thirties at this point haha. So he kind of makes me want to be a better person in a way. I don't regret anything I've done, but being with him makes me want to calm down a bit I guess.
Not to mention, he is completely amazing. I'm afraid he likes me a little too much, but right now I don't mind :) I have never felt as comfortable with anyone as I do with him, and it is a great feeling. Not to mention the killer chemistry... that kind of helps too ;)
So time for why this is relevant. As of last night, I am officially in my second relationship ever. And I am very happy :) And I was always afraid that being with someone would make me feel like I was tied down, and that I couldn't have as much fun as I used to. But that's really not the case with him. He is in a way very much less experienced than I am, seeing as I am the second girl he has ever kissed or fooled around with. Yea, I think I'm in my thirties at this point haha. So he kind of makes me want to be a better person in a way. I don't regret anything I've done, but being with him makes me want to calm down a bit I guess.
Not to mention, he is completely amazing. I'm afraid he likes me a little too much, but right now I don't mind :) I have never felt as comfortable with anyone as I do with him, and it is a great feeling. Not to mention the killer chemistry... that kind of helps too ;)
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